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Monday, March 24, 2014

Try, Try, Again.

Seems that's my motto.  Try and try again.  Why?  Because I keep making bad choices.  Choices that take me three steps back instead of one (giant?) step forward.

This past week was a terrible one for me - diet-wise. Report cards were due on Friday, and that means I had to get them done and in the hands of the teachers prior to that.  Teaching two math classes, I have to have the grades in so that the homeroom teachers can type them into the main report card.  Those I did on Tuesday night and Wednesday night.  I worked at school for a while, then came home to make dinner and then work until about 10pm.  And, it is also Girl Scout cookie season, and yes, I bought too many.  I hate to disappoint my students who ask, and I do love GS cookies!  Of course, I don't think they mean for you to eat a whole box in one sitting.  (No, I didn't, but I came close. Those lemonade cookies are addictive!)  

Stress eating.  A common problem for many.  It's in all the diet books.  So what do you do?  You pack healthy snacks and leave them right on the desk in plain sight, but you know the cookies are in the drawer.  You know the chocolates are hiding there, too.  (Those Dove candy messages should say - "Put me down, Fatty!)  Teachers tend to get a chocolate craving right around 3pm when they can finally relax as the kids dismiss for the day.  I'm not making this up.  At 3:00, it's "happy hour," but we can't go to a bar -- no, there's plenty of work left to do.  (Don't get me started on how many hours a teacher really works!)  So we snack.  Sometimes on healthy foods, sometimes the worst alternative.

What else?  Oh yeah, birthday parties!  Now, I don't have a classroom of kids for my own, but in ways that's much worse.  No, I don't have to say no to 25-26 kids in my class when celebrating a birthday.  No, I am the lucky one who gets visited by all 80 of my students -- and some kids who aren't my students but just want to see if I give a "birthday prize."  (I do - here's a nice, shiny birthday pencil!)

Others tell me I should just think about where that cupcake or cookie has been all day -- or even in the past 10 minutes.  Some kid has been schlepping it all around the school trying to give it away.  They sometimes forget that you can help yourself and put their grubby little hands on it to hand it to you.  And who knows who coughed or sneezed, or spitted on the tray?  Yeah, you'd think that would do it, right?  Nah.  I eat it anyway.  It is so delicious - especially the cupcakes from Sam's club or Tops.  Yummy.  But I instantly regret it and feel like a failure again.


But isn't that the vicious cycle we all go through?  We try, we fail, we try again.  We keep trying, hoping things turn out differently.   But there is hope, still.

One of the strategies I've tried lately is planning out our meals on Sunday, then shopping for everything and putting it in plastic boxes in our extra frig.  When we get home there's no figuring out, "What should we eat?" and "Do we have anything in the frig?"  We know what we're eating and we have all the ingredients.  I have also planned for several crockpot meals to alleviate cooking at the end of the day.  Boy, is that nice to come home to!

But, the problem these past two weeks has provoked is too many leftovers!  Now there is just so much food in the refrigerator!  And with yummy leftovers, I look right past the salad.  Yes, I do!  (Hard to believe, right?)  We've cut back this week and only planned 5 meals so we can bank on some leftovers a few nights.

Here's what it all looks like in process ...  after I get home from grocery shopping, I start sorting out ingredients and put them in the boxes.  Then they go to our extra frig until the day/night they are needed. We do like this plan, but we're still working it out.

I alter the menus -- some to be vegetarian/vegan, others with a meat focus, and all trying to limit processed, high carb foods.




I copy and paste recipes from the internet, and reformat them to look nice.  I file these in a binder in plastic sleeves.  That way we won't mess up the paper when we are cooking, and we can write down what worked, what didn't, and if we liked it, we can make it again.

So, hopefully this week will be better.  Less stress, cookies disposed of, and only a few chocolates left to distract.  I'll post some of our favorite recipes from the week!  (Now, to bed before I eat something!)





Monday, March 17, 2014

Happy St Patrick's Day!

Yup, it's true!  We're all Irish 
on St Paddy's Day!

I put a corned beef brisket in the crock pot this morning, and poof!  MAGIC!  I didn't even know I liked corned beef.  Well, I like Reuben sandwiches, but I never really cared for corned beef on it's own.

I spent most of Sunday looking for healthy recipes and writing down ingredients on a shopping list.  Then, shopping.  I realized while I was out I only planned for 6 nights, and not 7.  Then the corned beef spoke to me.  Why not?

I found a quick crock pot recipe on the internet and prepped the veggies last night so it would make putting it all together that much easier in the morning.  Good thing, too.  I overslept (through 4 alarms) and really had to rush!

Coming home after work, I could smell the wonderful aroma.  I wasn't hungry, but I was ready for dinner!  (I waited an hour.)  It was delicious.  Truly.  Didn't know I liked it!  I might have to do this every year from now on!

Here's the finished product.  Yeah, I know, the color is a bit gray... I blame the beer.   But oh, so good! The meat just fell apart - so tender!



Credit goes to food.com for this recipe.





Saturday, March 15, 2014

Healthy Breakfast Burritos!

Today I began my day with a fruit smoothie - strawberries, raspberries, bananas, spinach, flax seed, coconut milk, and ice.  It was YUMMY! 

As I'm not yet ready with recipes and ideas for exactly how I want to eat, I started looking at nutrition sites, diet sites, and Pinterest.  Okay, getting hungry ...  What should I have?  Eggs?  What about that ripe avocado?  Oh yeah!  I scouted out some more ingredients in the frig and came up with this beauty!   

Here's a photo how-to.  (The full recipe is located at the link above.)  It was really yummy, and filling!


Carrots & peppers sauteed in coconut oil.

Mix eggs and coconut milk.


Pour eggs over veggies and cook until firm.



Heat tortilla on one side, then flip.


Sprinkle cheese over tortilla and heat until melted.


Filling!  Egg, avocado, tomato, cheese


Put egg mixture, avocado, tomatoes, and a dollop of greek yogurt on top.


Roll it all up!


ENJOY!

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Happily Ever After

Happily Ever After ... right?  Isn't that we all strive for?  To be happy?  What brings us that happiness?  Of course, it's different for every person.  It kind of depends on where you're at ... what you need, what you strive for, and where you want to go.  But happy needs to happen now - not in the future.  Why spend your whole life waiting to be happy.  Start now!

It's like my husband said after viewing a commercial about retirement.  "Why is retirement the goal, as if it is only then that we can experience life and be happy?  Why can't we be happy now?"



I get his point.  Though, in retirement, I certainly want to have enough resources to live comfortably and do the things I want to do.  But, I should be able to have fun and live life now.  And let's face it, some people never make it to retirement, so why not live it up when you can?

Dad, June 2013
So, what's my "happy ever after?"  Oh, there is a bucket list, and a pre-bucket list, and just some unfulfilled goals cluttering up that box.  But I think first and foremost, I want to get healthy.  I want to eat healthy and have the energy to be active into my 60s, 70s, 80s, and beyond.  I'm 51 right now, and I can tell you, my dad is healthier than I am!  He's 74 and plays softball 3-4 times a week where he is one of the stars!  Since being diagnosed with diabetes, he changed his eating habits, lost weight, and continues to be as active as ever.  He's my hero in that respect!

Me?  Well, let's just say I am not as active as I should be, and though I know better, I often indulge in foods that are not the best nutritional choices.  I am overweight and out of shape.  I have had a hip replacement (due to an abnormality in my hip socket), which also led to a knee replacement.  I am busy with my teaching career, and obsessed with my computer (and various pieces of technology.)  I KNOW what I need to do, but I don't do it.  


Halloween 2013
So, this blog is meant as a tool for me to stop living in a fairy tale world where "happy" comes at the end.  I want to live happy right now.  And, I'm going to do it by tackling the hardest task first -- losing weight and living healthy!  

As the internet is my witness, "I pledge to make my health and nutrition my first priority from now on!"


Maybe you'll join me?